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This is a poem written by my friend from Denmark.(but I regard it as an essay!)
It's very long,just take your time reading it!
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it all starts at the beginning of dawn,
It's very long,just take your time reading it!
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it all starts at the beginning of dawn,
the dusk still smoldering,
my eyes anoyed by the light
i stand up,
but quickly fall back on my bed exhausted from all the twisting and turning in the night.
I go out and take my morning cola,
still wondering on how i could do that to you?
i still feel sorry and despair ,
feeling like there is no more to live for now,
just want to fall down in a hole and never come back up,
i feel so sorry but i know i need to complete the day ,
to not fail as a human being
regret hits me the next morning,
why cant i just tell how I feel?
about all the deciving i have made behind your back?
i want to tell you before its to late for us, before we collapse as a father/son relationship,
i want to tell you how much you mean to me and how much it hurts every time your drunk,
every time i see you,
you have fallen or something and its like an arrow straight into my heart,
each time i feel less like a human.
i just want to tell the world on how little i care?!
but i simply cant make my self do it,
because i know somewhere i love you and the day youre no longer here,
is the day my world collapses.
i know you cant stop drinking ,
but i just want some happy memories before youre gone
dedikeret til min far som jeg elsker over alt på jorden du betyder alt selvom du måske ikke ser det....
the troubled mind of the wonderfull.
i see my self as a wonderfull person,
i am as asociallised as it gets,
i hate most people,
all their morals and shit i cant stand it ,
so i keep my self in the corner where i belong and like being,
sometimes i get thiese thoughts then i write then i delete, but everytime i delete i feel like i am killing myself, because its my feelings i write down
did you ever see the children play?
did you ever walk in the rain?
did you ever enjoy life?
did you ever alow yourself to be you?
anger around my neck,
i just want to flush it out,
never ment no disrespect,
i never regret,
i hid the lyes,
i hide between the light,
the anger around my neck
chocking me,
its hard to see clear its so hard to see clear,
did you ever take time to yourself?
did you ever take time to realise?
did you ever hear what i told you?
did you ever listen?
did you ever read my word?
did you ever walk in the meadows of heaven?
did you ever play?
did you ever take time?
did you ever read between the lines?
did you ever love me?
did you ever realise how much i cared?
did you ever realise how much i loved you?
DID YOU EVER?!
i need to guide you thru alive,
but did you ever follow my stop?
did we get so far just to feel your hate?,
but we will be waiting
ohh eyes did you ever see?
did you ever feel?
i close my eyes,
the land turns dark,
the sense is burned away,
childhood games aint gonna last now,
did we ever stroll the meadows of heaven?
flowers of wonder,
in the meadow of life thats where i live,
my little corner of heaven,
winters cold isnt a problem in my meadow,
its my piece of heaven the only place where nothing can hit me,
not even the red trafic lights dancing in the dark
the words of the poetry is just words with out any meaning,
its first when the reader can relate to the poem/story, thats where all the meaning is,
a poem is often emotions written down in the moment, and alot of people reading that poem can get help if they are feeling the same,
a poem is only words nothing more,
the art of poetry is to make it beatifull,
where a connection between two beings are made,
even though they never seen each other,
just the feeling of being understood and the feeling of not being alone
you might take my life but i take yours to,
oh the pain,
oh the feeling of life,
all forgotten in the books,
all ready to be taken up once more,
to they joy of us.
waving with your gun you might feel powerfull,
but all i know is that even though you kill me,
you will have maken me happy,
then you might can see what you ahve done?
try and feel for some regret,
the best and worst feelings is regret can make you suicidal and make you fly on top of the world,
you dont need an drugs to get that feeling,
you just need to get in the position to feel it....
so close,
never openend my self this way,
my life is mine i live it my way,
and the way it is is mine,
i trust in you,
every day forms as something you,
as long as you open your mind for something new,
dont ever let peoples oppinions get in your way,
you want it?
go ahead and take it,
this couldn’t be more from the heart,
just trust in who you are,
just remember dont care what they say,
father of mine take me back to the time,
where the sky was so blue,
tell me where did you go?
you did not seem to go,
what do you see when you look back in life?,
i was 10 years i got no reason to be scared,
your not around for my birthdays or anything anymore but i dont care anymore,
but dad dont be afraid im still here and allways will be,
but tell me where have you been in my life,
just close your eyes and the world is okay,
but how do you sleep,
but im a grown man and i can recon the pain i have been thru, but you just walked away?
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